This is not a normal event, you know? Tonight someone I got to know last year (exacty one year ago on his birthday) celebrates his 19th b-day today. I got invited, but I really can´t thnk of a definite reason why so. Because I have never talked to him again after the "incident" we had on his 18th birthday (including heavy smooching in middle of EVERYONE) and I never intended to be friends with him, because after the first date (if you can call sitting around and deciding wether smoking pot is cool or not a date) we had I was kind of "healed".
Sooo, you kinda get why I am having problems with deciding what to wear? I do want to look good, but not like I dressed sexy to impress him. And not like I want to prove to him, that I am sexy but he still won´t get me. Has any designer yet created a look-at-me-I-am-hot-but-you-will-never-ever-get-me dress? How about you Alber? Give it a try, please!
I don´t know where and when but I can remember that someone (wooooh, yes, I am a bit tired - I am sorry, okay??) told me that spikes on clothes cry "Watch out" and keep guys at bay. If I´d believe in this, I bought myself this bag from AW - Oooookay, if I had the money I´d buy it anyway! Couldn´t anyone who knows me get it for me fake???? Maybe someone who currently stays in Turkey?????
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